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Prepare yourself for an audio adventure of epic proportions as we, your hosts Jason, Doug, Matt, Mike, and the enigmatic buffering yodeler, unpack the mystifying world of Dluti Ball Z. As we wrap up our journey through this digital odyssey, we ponder the series' evocative ending and what it could mean for the fusion of art and mental health. The haunting yet beautiful videos suggest a creator's personal voyage, and we explore how these works offer a safe harbor for audiences grappling with similar issues. This isn't just another podcast episode; it's where poetry meets the screen, where laughter meets legacy, and where you, dear listener, meet the cutting edge of narrative dissection (LMAO couldn't keep a straight face on that one....)
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Speaker 1:I love how it just cuts off.
Speaker 4:I mean it doesn't get more intro than that. Welcome to Duluti Ball Z.
Speaker 1:Where we haven't left, or have we? This is the future to us but the past to you.
Speaker 4:We come to you from a different time, a time where we recorded something else in a different time than what you're listening to. This is the scary door. We decided to make this a two-party because there's so much information that goes into this episode. We decided to break it down for you all to not give you just a fucking four-hour episode.
Speaker 1:We did not plan on that, but here we are. Do we just want to jump back into where we were? I think that's probably the best.
Speaker 4:We call this Duluti Ball Z, but it's actually. Don't. Look Under the Internet, an internet horror podcast starring.
Speaker 3:Jason, hello, we still have nothing new to zero housekeeping.
Speaker 1:Fuck you guys. That's Doug on there. I'm not even real. He doesn't care.
Speaker 4:That's Matt. Truly not here, and I'm buffering and yodeling.
Speaker 2:All right, and that's me, I got him.
Speaker 4:I'm that one vowel that you just screamed.
Speaker 1:How much did that cost? Because I'm too much, I'm trying to spend $200. I want to spend, yeah.
Speaker 4:Okay, well, no, you're not going to really get a fart. Okay, great Wow.
Speaker 3:I'm going to throw back into this.
Speaker 4:Yeah, at this point, it's probably for the best, because this is not going to go anywhere to people. We're going into a blaze. How do you say it again?
Speaker 3:Bluff air.
Speaker 4:Bluff air part two.
Speaker 3:Enjoy this, verdi boys, enjoy it.
Speaker 1:Boys Verding number two.
Speaker 2:Verdi boys sounds like a Euro pop fan, verdi boys, it does it very much so does Boys Verding have a?
Speaker 4:good time. We'll see you on the other side.
Speaker 3:Oh okay.
Speaker 1:Verdi, it makes sense.
Speaker 4:I'm going to just read through mine, the best of my knowledge Pause, pause.
Speaker 1:And then we'll let Matt explain. No.
Speaker 4:To be fair.
Speaker 2:I think there's a lot less explaining from here on out. 100%.
Speaker 1:That's just cool, that's fair.
Speaker 3:That answers my question, yeah.
Speaker 4:So what we're going to do.
Speaker 3:I'm going to go through it Slink away.
Speaker 4:Yeah, I think there's a lot of it. I feel like I have a whole new mindset on it, thanks to you, fellows.
Speaker 3:Dude same.
Speaker 4:So I'm going to read off my notes that I made before, like a week ago, when I didn't understand anything, and now I'm going to be like oh hang on.
Speaker 4:So we open up. The next one is called love letter, which opens up with dog tooth here, and it opens up with him off vicious and he's like oh, like the hamburger. We get a QR code that flashes up that links to another video called girlc, which isa faceless person which is like about to just hack their fucking arm off with a hatchet. Faceless, Faceless, Faceless. Yes, Okay, Off of that. So it's literally it's like a 15 second thing of a guy. Just be like hey, all it is, that's all it fucking.
Speaker 4:So after that it looks like we get a bit of a like our boy room, just kind of strolling around. He's doing a little little strolly walk and he's like it's weird because he's doing these like movements with these, these hands, like and I don't know if this has anything to do with anything, but it's it's like this is his first time being like aware that he has hands or something. You know what I mean? Yeah, Like like he's just kind of walking around like this a bunch, and I don't know if that's supposed to mean like this is his first time feel comfortable going out and feeling like in his body.
Speaker 1:Okay, I don't know. I don't know what that is to be fair, because when I first saw that I I was like is, is this more like like low key sign language?
Speaker 4:I couldn't figure it. It seemed too sporadic to be a sign language. It's so simple.
Speaker 1:I don't think it is. I don't know. I don't know what that was Me neither. That's why I'm going to do this again.
Speaker 2:Well, I think, I think what's about to happen makes it more relevant. And I'll explain what I think maybe is going on with the hands after you talk about that.
Speaker 4:Please do so. We see the whole hand thing and then, holy shit, here comes dog tooth. Fuck. Yeah, he's running up on on room, or yeah, I guess this is room at this point. The black guy, the white face.
Speaker 1:Can I just say now, in this iteration, dog tooth is no longer just like a 2D.
Speaker 4:Yeah, yeah, mikey boy yeah.
Speaker 1:He's a three dimensional man head dog tooth boy.
Speaker 2:And he's fucking cut man.
Speaker 4:Oh yeah, he is ripped, he's got cum gutters dog tooth, yeah, he does have. He has cum gutters.
Speaker 1:He has 100%, he does, he's a. He is a dumb cumster, for sure.
Speaker 4:But dog tooth just like runs up on room and it plays out kind of like an RPG does Like I got vibes of fucking um the undertale.
Speaker 1:That's been happening throughout this whole series though, yeah, the whole RPG thing.
Speaker 4:Yeah, the RPG elements are definitely here and you get options like attack.
Speaker 2:Attack, attack, and there's also attack, and there's attack, and there's attack.
Speaker 4:And it shows him just stabbing away, just stabby, stabby, stabby, stabby, stabby, stabby. And room here just ain't fucking having it, because he just grabs him Dodge. He's just dodging it, like he's going ultra instinct on him and he catches a dog tooth and then when he does that, it kind of like flashes away and dog tooth is sitting on the floor and then we get the decapitated body of complex show up and I was not entirely sure what this had to, why this was involved in it.
Speaker 2:Because it's just there for a couple of things. I don't think that's complex, that's.
Speaker 4:Well.
Speaker 2:I guess at first I was like why?
Speaker 4:is this coming up? And here's the thing. So you see this come up here and then, as we look at the body here, it starts to kind of form into I want to say form.
Speaker 2:but Okay, yeah, it is complex, I'm sorry.
Speaker 4:Yeah, it's complex, but oh yeah, and like the frame after it, you see like the angel come up from behind dog tooth and I think maybe that wasn't complex as body, maybe that was the angel in disguise or something, or maybe the angel comes from this complex.
Speaker 1:I don't know because. Okay, so when you say the angel came up from behind complex, no, behind dog dog tooth. Well, no, it's behind. You see, you see room, room. You see the angel like rising up, and room is the one that you see him coming up from. Dog tooth is like facing them right. Dog tooth is like watching from a far, eating complex as body or whatever it is that we're seeing here, because it's very obviously when they cut. You very obviously see complex with no head.
Speaker 1:Yeah, that's exactly what you see. But you see room, and then the angel coming up with a room?
Speaker 4:Yeah, which it from before, like we know these people. This is the guy who had his face off. He got Nicholas caged.
Speaker 1:And I mean he's shown right here with no face.
Speaker 2:Yeah, which is?
Speaker 1:pretty awesome actually. Yeah, very biblical yeah, but he's talking.
Speaker 4:He's talking now. This angel is talking now to your mother room to room to room.
Speaker 1:Okay. And your mom your mom, your mother to some of this conversation.
Speaker 4:The angel essentially asks room questions like why are you still here? And room responds I'm owed nothing. The angel asked him where's your song? Whatever your wings and rooms? That says they are forfeit. And that's when angels says something like well, we're done here. Then aren't we? He's like well, fuck you. And then dock to just just ninja throws a knife right in the back of fucking rooms back. And then you get this, like French that pops up on the screen, essentially, and it says bag, yet bag, yet bag, yet bag, yet snail, snail sales.
Speaker 2:It says there's only one happiness in life.
Speaker 4:It is to love and be loved. Don't hide anymore. Stick the knife in your throat. This is how we go. Wow, isn't that fun.
Speaker 1:What's the last QR code do?
Speaker 4:The last QR code, that one I forgot about. I'm going to be completely honest with you guys.
Speaker 1:I shouldn't have said anything, if I recall correctly?
Speaker 4:no, if I recall correctly, it doesn't pertain too much to anything. I could be a little bit on the wrong side, but I do not recall and while Doug looks it up, because I am a fool, I'm going to move on to the next one.
Speaker 2:Can I say what I think? Oh yeah, no, go ahead.
Speaker 4:Say what you think, because I'm a little confused. I'm going to think here I mean obviously what I think. This is what I'm thinking, and then you're probably smarter than me.
Speaker 2:So what I'm thinking is going on here. You're brilliant.
Speaker 3:Is you have?
Speaker 4:you have docked tooth with represents.
Speaker 2:I'm humble.
Speaker 4:You have docked tooth here, which represents things like you know you're, the will to keep going. All right, real quick.
Speaker 1:Yeah, go ahead. Seven, second video. But there is like so much text that is like rapid fired on the screen.
Speaker 4:Oh, I'm pretty sure that's the conversation that we have later with the covenant that they call themselves and shit. I get to that later, I think, but anyway so this is an ARG for Halo 6. So what I think might be going on here is you have your boy dog tooth, who represents the will to keep going, oh no, and who is basically going up against his arch nemesis room. Who is, you know? At this point, what will we say he represents? If you could, say Depression.
Speaker 2:Yeah, he's the deepest, darkest point of depression.
Speaker 4:Yeah, you have the will to go on versus the will not to.
Speaker 2:Correct, You're getting in your way To just giving up.
Speaker 4:Yeah basically, you just happen with each other and then you have your saving grace, your third party, your angel that comes in to save dog tooth, because, apparently, losing this fight, depression is taking. The is taking the will. Yeah, winning this fight, your will to keep going, needs a hand, and this is where this hand comes from. This angel helps you out. This angel kind of gives the will to live, kind of gives them the motivation to get that that one up on depression.
Speaker 1:Let me say one thing really quick. Big ol fat fucking trigger warning here. But this, the last QR code that I asked about, takes you to a seven second video that actually leads to what most people are taking as a final suicide note from the creator Cool.
Speaker 4:So it wasn't just nothing. Yeah, it was.
Speaker 1:It doesn't seem to be the case, obviously.
Speaker 2:Well, I mean since they uploaded a month ago.
Speaker 1:Yeah, but if you read the comments, it's like a hey, if this is goodbye, like, please, like, we know that you mean so much more. Yeah, take this for what you think it is.
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 2:That's all I got to say.
Speaker 1:Yeah, we don't. I don't think we need to.
Speaker 2:Did you mention at the end of the video that dog tooth signs I love you to room.
Speaker 4:Oh yeah, that's right, I didn't, I did not. I forgot that the sign language came into this one too. It's in almost all of them.
Speaker 2:Which is why I think this to me, this one has a lot more optimistic, uh, meaning to it, because I think, like to me, what it seems like is happening is room is just sort of wandering around in the complex all alone and doesn't know what to do with itself. Because I think the protagonist has gotten to a point where they don't even think that much about the room anymore, or about room anymore, or their depression, like they're in a good state and so depression is just kind of wandering around the lost.
Speaker 2:Oh, thank you and the angel is kind of like hey, what happened to like being depressed or whatever? What happened to this darkness that was inside you? And like the protagonist is kind of just like oh, yeah, that. And so, because he's reminded of it, he kind of goes back to face it and eventually ends up overcoming it. And then when he kills it, he says I love you as in like that was, I understand that that is a part of me and like is something I had to face and I've learned to love that about myself and like not resent it anymore. Acceptance is a big theme here.
Speaker 1:Sometimes you just got to let go the thing you love.
Speaker 4:Like rose from the tan.
Speaker 2:Yep.
Speaker 4:Jack.
Speaker 2:Like maybe the angel's been like a therapist.
Speaker 4:I don't know, Maybe yeah.
Speaker 2:Though the angel is missing, the face that's how we get to our sponsor.
Speaker 4:Better hell, better hell.
Speaker 3:Nord VPN.
Speaker 4:Nord VPN. I'm just gonna run away.
Speaker 2:I dug Cause the angel's like why are you still here?
Speaker 4:Yeah.
Speaker 2:He's like I don't fucking know, actually I don't know.
Speaker 4:He's like yeah. Well, he says he doesn't just say I don't know, it's like, why are you still here? And he's like fuck, what's he say? He says why are you still here? He says I am owed nothing. So it's not even like an I don't know, it's just don't look at me like that, fuck you. You know it's, I'm owed nothing, I don't know.
Speaker 2:Maybe that's like I don't have to explain myself. I don't know.
Speaker 4:Yeah, maybe.
Speaker 3:Again leaning into that self acceptance.
Speaker 2:Yeah Right, like I don't have, to like I don't. I don't need validation, I don't need to explain myself to you that was what it was and it is a part of me and it just yeah, I'm okay with that.
Speaker 3:It do what it do and it is what it be, it be what it do and it do what it be.
Speaker 4:A love letter could have been summed up with it Be what it do and it do what it be yeah, as Mike can just continue drinking. I have to for this, because I realized how stupid I am, so this is the only thing to feel. This is very subjective, Like I'm not even.
Speaker 2:I was. I am fairly confident in my analysis of like the first seven to eight videos of this. I am not confident in my analysis of like the back half of this.
Speaker 4:I am because everything you said it sounds way smarter than the things that went on my head.
Speaker 3:You have to remember it.
Speaker 2:Oh dammit, don't let the cat down here. Just say stuff, make it sound good, don't get him out of here. He's going to meow out of the microphone.
Speaker 4:He already is, yeah.
Speaker 2:All right, so I'm going to move on to the next one.
Speaker 4:And we're going to see how this goes. My boy here. So the next video, which I'm going to need fucking help with this one. I'm going to be quite honest, I didn't understand a lick of this one. I know you me too, bud, there's a point where I don't think any of this means anything anymore and we're approaching it.
Speaker 2:Yeah, it's art for art's sake, and I think this one, yeah, I think this one's definitely art for art's sake for the most part.
Speaker 4:So a lot of that. This one starts off it's called wwwblind and it starts off and my notes even say flying chairs and knives. That's how I start, because it starts off with a bunch of flying chairs and knives. You want this to happen.
Speaker 2:Knives.
Speaker 4:Yeah, I wanted this. Yeah, knives, get out of here, otto.
Speaker 2:So we have see. I told you he's going to cause a menace. Get him upstairs. He's going to cause a menace.
Speaker 4:He's also probably going to attempt to bite you. Hey, just like my patients, but just be careful.
Speaker 3:Just be careful, be careful, come on I know, Go on, get boy.
Speaker 4:Anyway, I'm going to keep going while Jason gets my boy upstairs. So he was down here before.
Speaker 1:I came back, just so you know.
Speaker 4:Yeah, I'm going to not believe that, because he would have been at me. So it starts off with flying chairs and knives. We see, this mysterious man boots up a couple terminals. We get this hex code that reads out you are not wanted. Here I'm getting what I have needed and it will ruin me gently, burning, burning, burning blind. That's weird, right, isn't that weird?
Speaker 1:No, it's pretty normal.
Speaker 4:You. Honestly, this whole thing is just like a bunch of hex and binary and it's difficult to piece it together into something congruent. To me it was very hard, welcome to the rest of the series, y'all.
Speaker 2:Yeah, Well, that's just like. Doug and I talked about this a little bit in our group chat before we even started this episode. This is the point in the series where I don't think anything.
Speaker 1:There's a very, very loose plot to what happens to the rest of this, I'm going to just say Mike's favorite thing happens during my section of videos and it's just hey, here's a bunch of code, here's a bunch of oh, that's happening right here Figure it out, that's happening to mine right now.
Speaker 4:So you get three different things, I believe, of hex code. You get binary in this. You get so much shit and it just gets thrown right in your face to some glitched out like imagery of like a parking garage and the forest and it's just yeeted at you. But you get a bunch of stuff that says what I mentioned. The second bit of hex code says a brief dissertation or treaty on what is to be considered functionally true. As always, there is so so much to be said. I function under the notion that I could open my eye. The third just says flame, flame, flame, which burning, burning and burning objects and things like that is a pretty constant thing throughout this entire Doohickey. There is a section that reads out just blind and burning, over and over and over, and then it changes over to some like biblical passages Romans 316. It literally just repeats Roman 316.
Speaker 3:What is Roman 316?
Speaker 4:Destruction and misery are in their ways. That's it, that's what it that piece that it translates to Gotcha. And then you see that there are these like symbols and spaces that add into it and those can be translated to saying and I can breathe. You get some binary and even mger links or imager links, whatever you want to call them those. The binary reads a room, a covenant, a dog, which, oh, all reference people we've seen.
Speaker 3:That's all references to characters.
Speaker 4:The second bit of binary references to saying something will remain unseen. We then get a third bit of binary that says then sing to me softly. And you get this Morse code that starts tapping in that says TBD. I don't have a good ear for Morse code. Oh, oh, I'm sorry, that's, oh, that's.
Speaker 4:I hope it says that no, this was, this was from. I wrote this in because this was. I added this in, basically saying I don't know, because a lot of the comments could not figure it out. There's Morse code that's going on in this thing and a lot of people could not figure out what it meant.
Speaker 2:Really.
Speaker 4:So if one of you guys figured out dope.
Speaker 1:There are some spots where they are signing Morse coding, doing some sort of, some sort of like, some sort of code.
Speaker 3:It's a combination between Morse code and sign language.
Speaker 1:There's also this big but it's not all decipherable. For some reason, it's like whoever did it isn't doing it right.
Speaker 4:Yeah, there's this giant line of the number five which everyone's like. I don't know what the fuck that means. Everyone's best guess is that it's symbolism, because apparently in Christianity it signifies as God's grace, goodness and his favorite, which is hilarious, this thing gets even more gaudy, oh yeah.
Speaker 1:But it does, and I will say five from. It's so funny that that's the number Five. Moving forward is going to be S's in, like my whole part.
Speaker 4:Yep, yeah, there's like I mentioned, there's those MGR links which just linked to small graphics. They don't really mean a whole lot, I think I believe there's like there are like flowers, if I'm not mistaken. Oh okay, You're mistaken, Are they?
Speaker 1:pretty, beautiful, perfect.
Speaker 3:You get there's flowers.
Speaker 4:You get these little like text, these little bits of text in the MGR links and everything that say things like I will sing to you, I will love you, he will be dead, I will hate it, I will love you, and all of this is going on on the screen. There is a man in a chair that talks of burning and he mentions that there were attempted hacks in a system. It's very poetic really. He says things like there was a breach in the system. We scan through the system multiple times. We just know of the one breach, but that's really all he mentions. And this person is like a person sitting in a chair surrounded by like crosses, and this is I don't know if this is a new character or a new.
Speaker 4:It's like an origami chicken A little bit, yeah, I don't know if this is a new character or a character with a new look. I can't Origami chicken man, origami chicken man, but it's like an origami paper mask with like. It's like an origami mask and it has like these, like horns. It looks like to me that's the legs, that is the legs. The wings are the other two, it do be looking like a rotisserie chicken.
Speaker 3:I know I'm hungry.
Speaker 4:Yeah, but I'm sorry, boys, but I cannot, for the love of me, decipher what the fuck this video is supposed to mean. Did you go to all those links? Yeah, this is the things where it's like flowers and stuff or just like links to the text that I wrote out. That's all it really was. Oh, is this one of?
Speaker 3:those. If you organize this in order of when the Imgur links come up, can you organize this? You know those.
Speaker 4:I didn't do that. I was gonna say you know what I'm talking about. You think I fucking did that.
Speaker 3:The visual mad lib type thing.
Speaker 4:But here is a big, a big big discovery in the comments, boisvert himself. I'm sorry, what Boisvert? I'm gonna call him Boisvert.
Speaker 2:Vert Bois Vertical.
Speaker 4:Bois has commented a SoundCloud page. Do you want to know what's on that SoundCloud page? Nothing, it's music Dope ass fucking music doles. This link to KFC murder chicks yeah basically, do any of you guys have an idea what the fuck this could be? Because I could not figure out what the fuck any of this meant. This is way too deep for me at all.
Speaker 1:I don't know, but you're on your second video still brother.
Speaker 2:Still, you sure are brother, you need to fucking move it along, fuck you, my guy.
Speaker 4:Fine, so Tether, we're on to the next book called Tether. We'll just grace pass my shit, I'm just touching your shit.
Speaker 3:I'm not sure what those images could mean, but if you were to line them up in a certain order, I'm sure that it would be like a mad lib Visual mad lib.
Speaker 4:So our boy in Tether parentheses. I'm proud of you. Our boy, dogtooth, is back and now there's a little bit of claymache going on here, which I like. I like me some claymation. So in this there's a man sitting in a chair and he's sitting by a knife. This looks like the same origami chicken man as before. So there are these Bible verses that appear on the screen with the faceless angel from before. A QR code pops up on the screen again and it's a video called Beseeched, where this person is just narrating to us. They're just sitting in this chair narrating to us and he's talked to us directly the viewer. He says that the angels speak to him, that he loves the angels, just things like. He's hyping up the angel. He's really hyping up these guys Like these are my best friends.
Speaker 4:Room is back and he's baking an origami mask, presumably the one that was worn before. He mentions that it has been many days since he has last saw quote, unquote him and he asked what am I owed which? He got a reply back from him who is the angel? Nothing. We get more crosses and symbolism around this clay figure who is now wearing the origami mask. Honestly, again we're getting into confusing territory because this has a bunch of shit that just kind of pops up and this is the first instance of, I think, claymation. Throughout this entire thing, it uses the claymation a lot. Hand symbolism comes into it a lot as well. It honestly, at this point it's more art than it is story, in my opinion.
Speaker 2:There's a lot of shambles on it. It looks like a symbol for angel.
Speaker 4:Yeah, yeah, there's a lot going on in here and I can't tell if it's like a thing where because it kind of looks like throughout this entire thing that the room is reading off a script, kind of Like he's not, yeah, like he doesn't know what to say. So he's because the angel is supposed to represent his third party, therapist or friends, whatever the support system, the support system and part of me feels like this whole thing is supposed to be him sitting in this chair talking to the support system but not knowing what to tell him. So he's like written down shit to talk to them about. Because he carries this script with him the entire time and even in the beginning of the video it starts off with someone reading off of a script. It's very interesting. You know what I mean, yeah.
Speaker 3:Like literally it shows him peeling pages back to just like read off of them.
Speaker 4:Yeah, it's. I don't know what to really siphon from this, other than I think that's what it might be Like. This is him just.
Speaker 1:The most subjective imagery we're going to start seeing is now and full oh 100%.
Speaker 2:Okay, so can we go back to a love letter for just a second?
Speaker 1:Yeah, yeah.
Speaker 2:So like talking about yeah, no, so talking about how, none of this makes any sense is and I think that's on purpose Like I think actually, what fuck my camera man? I think, okay, what is it doing? All right, we're back.
Speaker 4:We see you still.
Speaker 1:Yeah, no, it's just like very blurry. We never did not see you.
Speaker 2:That's great. I think all of this doesn't make any sense on purpose and because I think, like the I think for the longest time, up until a love letter the creator was like making this project as a representation of, like, what he was going through and what he was dealing with. And I think the love letter what I was saying about how like he kind of finally kills the room or like isn't even thinking about it anymore is kind of just like him moving on from that part and now he's just making something else. That just isn't really. It's set in the same universe, it has the same characters that show up periodically, but it's not like part of a cohesive thing.
Speaker 4:I'm glad that you said that, because with the next video, Angels Fall, I think we definitely get to that point where he's like I'm doing something different here.
Speaker 2:Well, if you read the note that Doug was talking about like the last sentence is or the last part of it is I can't stop thinking about the project. I can barely sleep, but I am winning. The complex may choke me, but I have poisoned it and it is dying faster than I. I won't feel it for weeks, but I am of the opinion that on this day and in this moment it died, and so I decided farewell room. So it's like him just saying goodbye to like this arc, like he's done dwelling in this shit, and he's just moving on and doing something else.
Speaker 4:And I think that shows in Angels Fall, because Angels Fall is pretty much what I would say is a music video. It's still got a lot of the same themes as before and archetypes, but it's played out like beat for beat, like a music video does, and the music behind is dope as shit.
Speaker 3:Oh, dude, it's super cool Again, just like the fucking erotus thing that we covered. Half the people that are here are here for the soundtrack 100%, but it starts off very video game-like.
Speaker 4:We have Dogtooth who's running away from these giant arms that are trying to stab him, and this is from. I mean, at this point I can't tell if this is supposed to be Angels still, or like God itself, because it's like a giant eye in the sky.
Speaker 1:Yeah, this one's hard to.
Speaker 4:this is a sight, for it's a giant like eye in the sky and they keep trying to grab him with these giant arms. So I can't tell if this is supposed to represent like his Angels Fall.
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 4:But anyway. So he's trying to avoid these giant arms and he's trying to stab them, with no avail, basically. So he's running through this like parking garage and he dips out behind this like pillar and the arm just like stretches past him like a mistum and he just like sticks the knife right in the arm and just starts cutting it to fuck. And then it's at this point, when you see like this, this like eyes and mouth that just pop up.
Speaker 1:It's like you wanna call it Angel because of yes.
Speaker 4:It's the teeth thing from the Angels we saw before, but it's like on a much bigger scale, it seems.
Speaker 3:So it almost might seem like this might be an authoritarian figure from within the Angel community.
Speaker 4:Maybe a dog, back A dog, so you'll get this mouth that just starts talking to him. He says you will stop at nothing and he says you will be successful, and things like that. You get a QR code that pops up and it's linking to a 20 minute blank video of just a heartbeat. Then we see a dog tooth. He's stab, he's basically Is that a fucking? Shit.
Speaker 4:He stabs himself free breaks free from the arm which is holding him and this reveals this godlike character. Now the weird thing is, room comes back into play in this for a brief second. Wasn't he just wandering around aimlessly? Yeah, he's just kind of here. I feel. It feels kind of mean because he just kind of shows up and then this like godlike creature just like banishes him away Go away.
Speaker 3:Oh and they just like vanishes him.
Speaker 2:I don't wanna play with you anymore.
Speaker 4:Yeah, pretty much. And this causes dog tooth to basically walk away to a reverse voice that's singing. And why don't?
Speaker 3:you go. It's just one of those days.
Speaker 4:Yeah, it's singing. Why don't you go where you? Can see and you can follow. It's a hard pill. It's a tough pill to swallow, but in time you will see that there is so much more of me.
Speaker 3:To swallow, to swallow, oh no.
Speaker 2:There's so much more of me to swallow.
Speaker 4:The next one is painless. This is the one that's like oh, trigger Warner getting a little little little Suicide.
Speaker 1:Oh, you say Suicide.
Speaker 3:Suicide, suicide, suicide.
Speaker 4:Okay, suicide, suicide. Yeah, so it even it links to the Suicide hotline.
Speaker 2:Is that when the press, people fuck.
Speaker 4:Yeah, suicide yeah. Jesus Christ so this basically immediately starts off with like a hand being stabbed, like through and through, with, like a nail and like what is supposed to be blood gushing out of it this one's a Lovecraftian horror film is what this is. I don't understand half of it, because we get what looks like a news anchor. Oh, yeah.
Speaker 3:Blacked out like in shadow Talking about that. It's a news cultist.
Speaker 4:Yeah, news cultist. Yeah, talking about the chair that that guy was sitting on. I know this isn't making sense and you have to see it to know what I'm talking about, because, boy, it doesn't make sense either way, and I am sorry, that's just how it be.
Speaker 3:I'm so sorry that I can't make sense of this.
Speaker 4:Yeah, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, that's not how it's gonna be, but we get a lot of like just gross imagery, like you get a mouth coughing up blood. Can I be?
Speaker 3:100% honest here. This video specifically reminded me of 2H32. Just like a little bit.
Speaker 4:I also, if I'm being like perfectly candid, maybe it's just me being stupid, but I don't understand the big like suicidal, like metaphors and things that are going on in this one Cause this is the one that got linked to the suicide helpline and I don't fully understand why. If I'm being blunt. So from what I'm getting I got something completely different from this video, from what I'm gathering Room is no longer in the picture, right, he's wandering aimlessly.
Speaker 3:Well, you got banished from God, right? So now this is the first time that Antler Boy has kind of been on their own. You know what I mean, Maybe yeah, and so I think they're not handling that well that's my own interpretation of it though.
Speaker 4:Well, so it goes on. After you see this bit of like cough and a blood, you get like this terminal flash of like a terminal screen, Computer terminal not like a yeah, computer terminal, a killing floor, yeah Right. And it flashes away to like a craft of someone, like making a creature. So I don't know if this is supposed to be like-.
Speaker 1:Yeah, he's like cutting out paper.
Speaker 4:It's like paper with like noodles inside of it. It's very strange. It's like making pants and you see this shape start to form and it's like this person. It kind of reminds me a little bit of the complex shape where it's like the crutches with like the sack kind of, but the head is like a weird, it looks like a styrofoam ball with a cross on the forehead and where the eyes are are like two nails coming out and it's just these hands creating this thing. And then we get the imagery that made the least amount of sense to me, which is a bunch of like wrenches just standing around and like paper mache birds flying around too, which those will make sense in a minute.
Speaker 2:But, I don't understand what the wrenches I'm hearing a lot of me coming back through the mics and you guys coming back through the mics as well. Spooky, I'm not hearing any of that.
Speaker 1:Yeah, I'm also not hearing it.
Speaker 4:It's just you, okay. So we get this bit where, after all this weird imagery of these paper mache birds and this like weird guy with like nail eyes, you get this dialogue that comes over and it's like are you, you know, do you feel happy when you see like the creatures drinking at the lake? And the person of this narrator is asking says no, because I am painless. You see things where he says like oh, what do you? Do you feel joy when you see the birds flying in the breeze? And he goes no, because I'm painless. And as they say like no because I'm painless, these things that the narrator is talking about get destroyed when they mention the birds and he's like no, I'm painless.
Speaker 4:You see the birds get shot and get destroyed and he's like what if the creature is drinking from the river? You see this thing with the nails for eyes and the cross on its forehead come up and stab the creature drinking from the river. So it's almost like it's. This narrator is like God and I don't know if this part thing with like the nails for eyes is supposed to represent man and it's destruction of nature or something. That's what I'm understanding from it, because it's like oh, one of the wolves aren't they cool? And it's like nope. And it just starts stabbing these pictures of wolves. It's just very unsettling imagery of crosses and like a nail-eyed man.
Speaker 4:And then you see these two hands and it just takes a key. One of the hands, takes a key and just shoves it in the other hand and I don't know what the fuck that's supposed to symbolize.
Speaker 3:What's the Jesus going on?
Speaker 4:It takes the key and it shoves it through the head of the guy with the nails for eyes and I'm like what is all this supposed to be doing? Maybe it is supposed to be a crucifixion, but why a key? Use a nail. You already have nails that are in the guy's eyes. Because the key and nails.
Speaker 2:I think we're dwelling on this stuff.
Speaker 4:I'm dwelling on the right things, I think, the keys and the nails represent the same thing Absolutely.
Speaker 2:Mike, whatever, I don't know what they are.
Speaker 3:Me neither. That's my Catholic upbringing that is the painless video.
Speaker 4:It's convoluted. It's a convoluted mess, is it? Yes, I don't fully get it. I don't fully get much of this anymore, but here we are. The last video is basically what I would refer to as a badass, a trip of what I would say is room, and I'm assuming this is where it got banished to, because it's room just chilling and he's got a big arm now and he's got a big arm.
Speaker 1:He's been jacking off a lot.
Speaker 4:He's been JO in a bunch.
Speaker 4:A JO crystal is charged, yeah, and he's surrounded by these Craigslist hasn't had that back at all he's surrounded by this imagery of birds and the closed captions throughout this entire video. Just say kill the saint and you get a room. Who literally, literally busts out of a window of a room and he just starts walking. And as he's walking he finds a picture in a box and this picture is what looks like someone in a dress doing sign language.
Speaker 4:I don't know what the sign is for, but it's like this became his motivation, because now he kind of just goes off on a journey through the woods and in these woods he gets attacked by these wolf-like creatures that have crosses for heads and he fends them off Promptly, beating the crap out of him. Literally he slams a couple together. It's kind of cool. And then he comes across this weird like plane of existence where there's like a single house and then there is a giant version of that image of the person holding up the sign language in the dress and off in the distance you see this big stairway leading up this one door and we see our boy walking up this stairway and he looks confident as hell, Not gonna lie, he's doing like the hero walk. You know what I'm talking about.
Speaker 1:He's doing that, he's doing the hero walk with just this big third arm.
Speaker 4:He's doing the JoJo walk from the comics Kinda yeah, he's doing the JoJo walk.
Speaker 1:You come at me.
Speaker 4:Yeah, he's doing that Up the stairs and he gets up the stairs and he goes through this door and then we're in this room, and in this room is that person from the picture and our. I guess you could say I wouldn't call him antagonist at this point, but it's definitely a character the person named Rume.
Speaker 4:It's the black triangular head and they embrace this person who has a black square head Like you can't see who this person is and they embrace him, they hug, and while they hug, you get this French that pops up Now with this France, this France that'd be popping up here for y'all. It do be translating to a few things. Essentially what it says it forms sentences. It forms sentences which you wouldn't believe it because of the French.
Speaker 2:No idea.
Speaker 4:Yeah, but what it basically says is things like the volume was silenced. It says that. It says I woke up, crying, says I've pressed my chest against yours, and that's when you see these two characters hug. And then it says he cares, and that's when you get another one that eerily pops up and says please. And while that one that says please pops up, you see that giant hand that belonged to Room Guy just shove right through this person and essentially kill them Like they fold over, and our character here like holds them, like caresses them down to the ground as they die. Essentially.
Speaker 4:Now this ends with a QR code and if you clicked on that QR code, you get another video. This video is five minutes long. The first three minutes is this same exact video but reversed, and the last two minutes of the video is our character with the dark triangle head, which again I'm gonna assume is Room, sitting on a chair. He's on the phone and it looks like he's going through a really bad time on the phone Because it shows him like actively upset and aggressive on the phone. Then he hangs up the phone and you see him just like get fucking pissed and that's the end of the video and it's very weird.
Speaker 1:Very weird Very weird.
Speaker 2:Very weird.
Speaker 4:And I'm not entirely sure again what that's supposed to mean.
Speaker 2:I mean, obviously I have something to do with I've given up trying at this point. It has some good trauma.
Speaker 4:I'm assuming some sort of breakup, like he's letting go of this person and that call, that two minute call thing at the end was them breaking up. I don't know, but at this point everything is very, very subjective and artsy. It's too artsy.
Speaker 1:I will tell you from the next six videos that I'm gonna explain, which I'm going to try and put very bluntly, very quickly for you. It's all so wild there's nothing I can do or explain, to tell Like, I'm not gonna go over every second of my videos. Yeah, we'll be here all night, but I will. There's a lot of hidden text and things in these videos and I will go over those, okay, so after we get his last video, we get to a video called Tell them in parentheses, and it is so sporadic and you basically have two hooded figures, one doing sign language, one just kind of flailing around. One looks kind of like, I guess, our main character, boy's Vert, bois Vert whatever you want to call it Boys.
Speaker 2:I'm partial to Vert Boy.
Speaker 1:Vert Boy, vert Batem, but basically you see these two hooded figures just very sporadically and one of the things, let me tell you this, starts out with some fucking banger, banger music. All right, but it's just like banger music with just like cryptic words and flashing text the whole time and pretty much it kind of looks like something's like booting or loading up. We get something called Covenant, parabola, archive, post Complex. We get Internal Directory, unspoken Divergent Systems, covenant, seraphimic Clause, access, post Complex. We get all this weird shit like loading up on the screen. And then we have a bunch of text that is either unreadable at the human eye or some sort of binary or some sort of sign language.
Speaker 1:So I'm gonna go over that right now, because I can sit here and talk about the video all day, but it's not gonna make sense the way that I describe it. So I'm just gonna talk about the things that you miss when you watch the video. So one is a bit of text that says and what of the heart? And that's at 16 seconds and it's just text, but you barely can make it out. And then at 34 seconds we get binary that says and it's mostly indecipherable actually, but what you can make out is. It says the heart has taken shape.
Speaker 1:At 40 seconds there's some letters in the top of the screen that says the Covenant bleeds. And now the Covenant is something we haven't actually really covered yet, but I will bring it up a bit more in a video that comes up in a little bit, because we haven't seen the Covenant in full form yet, so I don't know if it's appropriate to talk about right now. And then there's like two seconds later, at 42 seconds, you see the words towards an unknown wound. There's so much going on that I don't know how to like put this into Any sort of order. Like nothing about this makes sense.
Speaker 3:We're just gonna keep talking and hope that you guys it's just listening it's devolved from like normally what we do, what we get with these is like not coherence whatsoever. Everybody evolves into coherence. Yeah, it's like the direct, if I can just get through my videos.
Speaker 1:I can start trying to talk about the things that are being said, I guess. Good luck with that. So at 48 seconds, so we see, you remain so silent even now. And this is just more letters that are spelled out at the top of the screen and accompanied by these, it says tell them repeatedly, over and over, which is obviously the name of the episode which you will see all over everywhere during this oh God, so yeah, at a minute 17, we get the words only half remains, he has gutted in binary. At 120, we see, but who will tell which kind of finishes off that sentence? So it's only half remains, he has gutted, but who will tell?
Speaker 1:At 129, we see, it isn't so much that the complex is immutable. You have proven that much. However, the complex grows within an environment identical to this, and this is written out word by word in the upper half of the screen. But it's so like, it's so fucking hard to see. Like you, you would have to literally sit. Whoever was able to actually sit here and unravel this whole sentence out by like pausing and seeing, like frame for frame? I Thank you. I didn't cite you here because, fuck you.
Speaker 2:That's why I bad?
Speaker 1:But regardless, that's what that says. At 137 we see wounds to the covenant flow in reverse. At 140 we see the heart is irrevocably changed and basically this, this whole video is about two minutes and thirty seconds long. After we get that last message, the rest of the video is just I don't know if we've actually named this character, but it's the origami turkey head man Kind of just reaching out at like crosses and chairs, and there's this like black and white that's happening. In this video we see a lot of like hand movements and what we could essentially call the main character, but in like a like a yarn form. I'm not actually sure about that. Like I really I truly don't know what to call this character that we see here, but it's, it's just all very art form, jason, if you're trying to see the guy I'm talking about.
Speaker 3:I'm just trying to see, like the Like, the visual. It's this yeah, yeah, okay, yarn yeah.
Speaker 1:So that's that video and that's all I'm gonna go with on there. Our next video is called night and I'm gonna shout out. An actual user that commented on the YouTube is name, or their name was hesh 7630. They gave a bunch of these timestamps, which was really great, because this one in particular is really kind of bizarre. We pretty much start out with just a bunch of Numbers and text and like a bias format and then we see some hands. Basically these hands are controlling this little, this little guy throughout the whole video and it's just like a wire mesh Skeleton of something and that's pretty much the whole video, like literally that's all we, that's all we are seeing throughout the whole video. You get a little bit of text throughout the video and the text is Basically hidden in a bunch of these details. So at 12 seconds we get hexadecimal numbers that can be translated into decimal and then into ace SC II, which is translated to a Donis drive operative.
Speaker 1:Now I'm not even gonna try and attempt to tell you guys what that means Because I have no fucking idea, and I don't think anyone has any idea, because everything I read about this is just what that is what is that? What that I think it is and I read some people who are like oh, I mean listen that and I was like you're stupid.
Speaker 2:I think people are trying way too hard. Yeah, like Apply analysis to these 100%.
Speaker 3:I'll go more into that later, but yes, I agree.
Speaker 1:Yeah, no, I agree. At 56 seconds we get the words Elohim, which in Hebrew translates to God. So, for example, this thing that we're seeing in the video, it's for some reason and somehow, for lack of better word making a pact with God or something along those lines and, as mentioned in this Conversation, it's shown that like right at the front of the screen at about a minute and 20 seconds. This is where we see that you, you can kind of Guestimate or kind of take away that that's what's happening, I guess. At a minute 37 we hear over and over and the sky will be bright and I will be silent, and and the sky will be bright and I will be silent.
Speaker 1:And they keep saying that over, and over and over and then, at a minute and 57 seconds, we hear Elohim five violence prayer fifth-edition residual serif lines one, two, it doesn't really like it's not referring to anything specific in the Bible, but at first glance it's like for sure related. And if someone like Basically, the longer this one goes on it changes into Lions. Three, four, five, eight, the further we go, nine, eleven at two nine eleven, yeah right.
Speaker 1:But, but once we go through that, at about two minutes and nineteen seconds, we see the sky will be silent and I will be bright. So they've reversed it, which is interesting, because there's there's so much going on with the main character that I want to talk about, but I really truly cannot yet, because the next five, four, four videos, or whatever I have, are like so pivotal like I want to say Pivotal to what the, the whole series means, but at the same time Almost have zero context at all, and I think you guys probably are feeling the same way about that. Anyways, yeah, and I'm numb, we we keep seeing the words Elohim and it doesn't have any more Meaning or interpretation than we we had before. But about at two thirty two minutes and thirty seconds, we do hear Like that this voice is tired about something or someone, and we're not really entirely sure how to interpret that. However, there seems to be some sort of cycle happening where the old self is becoming the new self and Then reverts back to the old self, and it's like this really terribly vicious cycle and that's like one of the One of the things that really fucks me up about this whole thing is that, like we've been dealing with this whole like mental health, like overarching, like theme.
Speaker 1:But the more we go through the videos, it seems like, oh, he's like battling the bad parts of his psyche and now we've hit this fucking Big wall where he's like making this pivotal change and it's kind of all turning around on him and now he's fucking back into his like depressive self and like it could turn out in the end to be maybe he's back into depression. It didn't even matter, literally like there's Any sense or like it doesn't, doesn't even. But yeah, so that's the end of this video. Again, if you're going to watch my videos 20 through 25 Just watch the video, because I'm not going to tell you every frame by frame. Yeah, because it's so fucking wild this.
Speaker 2:This devolves into abstractness very quickly, yeah there's some, there's some fucking animation in here that is better than some of the animation in Dragon Ball Super 100% that's not. I knew I was gonna trigger Mike.
Speaker 4:My god, it's so bad.
Speaker 3:Oh no, we are not talking about Dragon.
Speaker 1:Ball at all Super's animation bonus content if, if we are going to make this any any further, we have to we have to shut up and we seriously so the next video is called I have done everything for his sake. He is crying and the door is open.
Speaker 3:Yes, All right, this is one of my favorite videos, if I'm being honest.
Speaker 4:I mean they switched over to 3d animation for the movies. How bullsh** is. Shut the fuck up bruh.
Speaker 1:So this opens, similar to all the other videos, and it is done in a very art house animation and it's being shown with cryptic text and black and white, and it's everything that every other video has. We get antler man, we get static, we get fucking inside the house, we get this fucking blurry bullshit, we see a bunch of naked bodies, like we normally do. We get a fucking x-ray of a man, we get two bodies fusing into one body, and then there's some more antler man and it's just who the fuck cares at this point, right? What does it mean? Did you just ash vlogs this I kind of ash vlog.
Speaker 4:After the two hours have been going at this, we might as fucking well have ash vlog.
Speaker 1:That being said, I will tell you all the fucking bullshit that you see throughout this video.
Speaker 2:So at 45 seconds you said you weren't gonna do that.
Speaker 1:Well, no, I'm telling you all the the secret stuff At 45 seconds in sign language. You see you have abandoned this place. Please stay safe, burns, heal. At 51 seconds. We see this place is a circle. Leave and the S's are fives, going back to the whole five the. God thing.
Speaker 1:Then a whole minute passes and we see you are begged day and night for a different outcome. And this is a very small text on the screen that you see. And a minute 58 you see the heart, sick, is almost torn in two again. The fives, or the S's, are fives. At 205, you see, torn from the structure it was nailed into all the S's are fives again and this kind of has a biblical Feeling to it.
Speaker 2:At 214, we see you mentioned bros is straight up naked oh.
Speaker 4:Yeah, he just there's just so much nakedness going on in this.
Speaker 1:I I didn't mention it, but it's just. There's just a thick, hung bowl boy in the screen. Actually you don't see dick at all, which is really disappointing.
Speaker 4:Fuck you to show me penis.
Speaker 1:But yeah so.
Speaker 4:There's the tip.
Speaker 1:No, there isn't, just anyways, at you two minutes and 23 seconds, we see the words come upstairs. So, two minutes and 23 seconds, we see, come upstairs, the house above destroyed fear, the sun no longer at At 249. It says we could leave now. Everything in my bones wants me to not talk about this next part, but we're gonna do it. There's a QR code that is shown towards the end of this. That's.
Speaker 1:That goes to another hidden YouTube video on the channel and basically it has some text that says I walk through every room, every hall of that house and, as I do, they are all screaming at me. They are all begging me please, please, do not leave us. Please stay with us. We are here and we are burning and we are hurting and you cannot leave. Even now, you lay waste to all which delivered you from here. They worked ceaselessly towards nothing short of this end. The covenant would only ever come at such a cost. The absence of that will ruin the cost more than could be paid seconds prior. This is such a war to be fought tooth and nail. This video leads you to two other videos, and I am going to absolutely shoot myself in the fucking face about this, because these two other videos are straight.
Speaker 1:You're like Poe and Poe Poe Poems. I love this series as a whole, but this was unnecessary in my whole opinion. Like super hard and I'm not trying to like shit on his poem writing, I guess.
Speaker 2:I think he's just expressing himself, bro.
Speaker 1:That's fine. I'm gonna put words in your mouth real quick because I think this is weird. Qr codes can go eat my whole ass.
Speaker 3:I also don't know if I don't actually know if any of the four of us have it like a legitimate appreciation for poetry. I do.
Speaker 4:I don't, do you really Absolutely not A little bit. Yes, I enjoy poetry. I barely like the humor in it as well.
Speaker 1:I barely like music, as is so like poems aren't doing it.
Speaker 4:There's a. There's a. There's a tiktoker.
Speaker 3:That's a haiku, if I ever heard. That didn't explain what's happening, right now.
Speaker 2:It's so sweaty bro, it's snowing, it's snowing, it's not Fuji.
Speaker 4:Yes, there's a tiktoker who wrote a book of poetry and everyone is just brutally denyling them online because one of the poems is he didn't like drama and I was fucking shakes. I saw that You're bad.
Speaker 1:So I guess that feeds into what I'm about to say here. If you want, to listen to these. No, no, no, no, no, go ahead, it is a three or three reference.
Speaker 2:It doesn't.
Speaker 1:Oh, oh, black wrist, anyways. So yeah, we're fucking, we get. We get two links to two poems, and now they may be good. I don't know, I'm not the judge of that, I don't fucking read it.
Speaker 2:I'm not going to do that.
Speaker 4:But that's the poem. I will say very abstract.
Speaker 1:This goes above and beyond to be even more and I'm going to use this lightly, but emo than it already has been right emo like we get this we get
Speaker 3:this you fucking Hollywood Jesus.
Speaker 4:When my sister's man's scary and got grounded for a week.
Speaker 3:Oh, my god Doug, I'm sorry.
Speaker 2:You'd be not conforming to it if you just like me.
Speaker 1:Are we good to be all get it?
Speaker 3:out of our system, all right.
Speaker 1:Cool. So we get this big wall of text already.
Speaker 2:That's very.
Speaker 1:We get this big wall of text.
Speaker 1:It's just terrible sleeping and then we get two poems that are even worse and it's like not even like we've already got this, like half suicide note, essentially from the creator. Ok, so we're, we're, we're not making progress here, right, like there's no progress being made on this person's mental health at least in my mind, I'm not seeing anything progressing in a positive manner. And guess what? We're going to go to a fucking new video called sequences one, and we have two other videos called sequence one, two and three, and I'm going to just fucking lump this shit out of these together. All right, so prepare your fucking ear. Anus. Sequence one black and white as shit, just like every other video we fucking watched, right?
Speaker 1:Big man knife belly, that is the only thing I can say about this first big knife belly. It is a dude with a knife coming out of his belly. And when I say it's a dude, it's fucking. I'm pretty sure it's dog tooth, but hold on.
Speaker 3:Man bear. Let me just confirm this real quick man Door.
Speaker 1:Yeah, it's can't hand or can't hand card door hook car man. It might be room, I'm not sure, because it's so sporadic that it's kind of hard to tell. It's actually the big ball headed dude with the cross and the nails, anyways. So they have this big knife coming out of them and they're just walking around the whole time like holding the knife with their hand. It's really like. If you don't like being cut or want to think about being cut, this isn't the video for you.
Speaker 3:Still watch this.
Speaker 1:There was nothing special in this video. It basically opens with this imagery that we're, you know, very, very used to seeing its body horror. It's a black and white noir kind of feel to it. Holy shit.
Speaker 3:This is the sin city event of like analog horrors.
Speaker 1:It truly is, but the only thing we get at the end of the video is some a few words, and it says it was only ever for the best, and the full measure of your days were unaccounted for, and that is the most depressing Depression. Depression mode Depression shit I've ever read out loud actually because, when you think about your own life, you never want someone to tell you that the full measure of your days were unaccounted for. No, because that basically means you were on you, you amounted to.
Speaker 1:Nothing and no one remembers you, because there is a point in time where, if you die, the last person to ever think about you is where you end. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. Oh yeah, you just never cease to be a thing, ever.
Speaker 2:That's why you just do something really awful, like start a shitty internet horror comedy. Why do you think we're here?
Speaker 3:We're immortal on the internet this is our attempt. We will never die.
Speaker 1:We have to go out with some sort of someone talking about us for at least a hundred more years.
Speaker 4:But we will never die. We were archived for every year.
Speaker 2:Sure, it's gonna be responsible for the controversy.
Speaker 3:To be fair, chat TPT is not able to troll our content, so I don't.
Speaker 1:I don't see the immortality yet but we'll buy a crawling bot as soon as we can.
Speaker 3:OK.
Speaker 1:So when we get into the next video sequence to, we see the Covenant like actually in the flesh for the first time, and the Covenant is a bunch of people in black robes and they're in this, abandoned building.
Speaker 2:The arbiter shows up. The arbiter shows up. I've never played those games before.
Speaker 1:So basically, we see a lot of this happening and then we get dog tooth and he's doing some bad stuff to himself. When I say bad stuff to himself, Tell you grow that third.
Speaker 4:Yes, audio listeners. Are you liking this for you, for those on YouTube? Oh my God, why does he?
Speaker 2:know, right now we're just jerking off in the office.
Speaker 1:So yeah, and when I say dog tooth doing bad things to himself, I don't mean he's jerking off, I mean he's fucking stabbing the shit out of himself like half the video. So it starts off.
Speaker 3:Some people jerk off like that yeah, that's fine, it's called sounding.
Speaker 1:It's called sounding.
Speaker 1:Basically, we're trying to access some parable index. I don't know if I'm saying that correctly, but that's what we see in the video and then, basically, a man starts a stopwatch while a guy swings a knife around and that guy is fucking dog tooth. And then we get some more of the covenant and they're just walking around with banners and we're getting all these like weird options. We see more like bias options, of like these index options that you can choose from, but it goes back to choosing an option where dog tooth is stabbing himself again and it's over and over and over and then that's it. That's fucking it.
Speaker 1:That's all the video is like these last three videos are so fucking useless in my opinion. I say that in such a kind way, though, because the whole thing is great, like I really enjoyed every video. Like just because I say this video is useless doesn't mean that there's nothing of content to it. But like these last three videos had like no context to them, like there's nothing special, there's no hidden words, there's no hidden meanings, like it's really kind of.
Speaker 2:I don't know. There are sequences.
Speaker 1:It kind of it kind of sucks because, like we, I had so much like hidden shit and then it's all of a sudden just like being here's three videos, there's three sequences that might have something to do with it.
Speaker 1:However, this is the last video in the whole series. As far as we know the sequence, three angels take court on the covenant and I think this may be a big giant metaphor for the angel talking to the covenant, which is our main character somehow. I don't know why, but I think the covenant. Now I will. So the video starts off with hands forming this like square right and like this weird square, like exactly, and you see the square and then the like, the camera like pans through the square and then we get this massive wall of text, similar to like everything else we fucking seen over and over again by now, but the hands quickly fold into like a piece of paper and then we see this like, like weird, like angel thing happen, but like we get this banter between the angel and the covenant speaking of who I assume is our main character, which is why I think the covenant might be our main character. I really, I really people listen to me, I don't know why I think this and I just burning.
Speaker 1:You got nothing, I've got nothing other than the fact that like? Who else would they be speaking to like? Why would they be speaking this way in?
Speaker 1:the audience to this random covenant that we've literally only heard of a couple times in the whole series, when the whole series is about this man's mental health. All right, so let me read you the whole. I'm going to just read verbatim this fucking, this conversation, and we'll be done, I swear, I promise. All right, angels, there is something we always told him. What are you in the face of an unrelenting assurance, the covenant, they say. When we last spoke, it was a series of promises I made, now realized. Now, a grave to a series of graves to hit to this living moment we emerge in the dirt does not touch us. None may do so without our sanction. Now I will say this could the covenant also? Could be his like inner feelings, maybe?
Speaker 3:like his.
Speaker 1:That's fair, I'm not sure because it's actual, true like because how he actually feels they're talking about him without him being there, and I say him very loosely because I don't know what. I don't know what Bois there is anyway.
Speaker 2:They could be the audience though that's true, that's very true, that watches videos and it would make sense that there are covenant of angels, because throughout the series, well, no, there's angels, and then there's the covenant. Okay, are the covenant angels?
Speaker 1:no, they're just black.
Speaker 2:Okay, they're just things Okay.
Speaker 1:Yeah, that's all. That's all. I don't. I mean that could be angels. I don't. I don't have the authority to tell you that they are fair. However, I'll keep going.
Speaker 1:So the angels say you never heard how he left. He is beneath what could even consider itself. Memory and the measure of his days are accounted for. You tell a story to a fragment and a dog. Now here we're actually hearing that his days are accounted for, which is something that we heard before, saying that they were not accounted for, which is really sad, yeah, which we've already gone over, but it's good to know that the angels think that they are accounted for.
Speaker 1:Now we hear the covenant say you never understood the amount of love in his heart is staggering. The angels say it was always a place where he found solace, throttling backwards, burning quietly. And the covenant says it was a kindness cruel beyond measure. And the angels go the story he believed ran him to the bone, speaking precisely or not at all, five times in reverse. Amuse me and I will smile upon you from the start until this living moment.
Speaker 1:The covenant says and in this loo you will conceive. You conceived on of a living back door and you rushed to the ruins of that city upon a hill. And the angel says he is recovered by our grace and the space you have made for him will be flung open by our hand. And he never knew that you're back door because he only faced forwards until your stunning dawn sank beneath the treeline Before his very eyes cut open just in time to close as a slow blink, just as the wound flowed in reverse. And all you have done to him is entrap him in which? Which is you, which is him, which was left behind beyond presupposed fragment.
Speaker 1:The covenant says you haven't yet realized that I am here. And the angel says you claw the throat that feeds me. And the covenant says something indecipherable. And the covenant says the weather was nice that day. And that's the last thing we see. The thing that we see the angel like. What we see is the angel saying we must make change in ourselves. And I think that's a huge, huge trope in this whole thing. But I think the weird part is is the covenant is like the covenant almost seems like that, that thing in your brain that tells you like I'm not doing, that I see what I'm doing, but I'm not doing that thing. It's, it's that thing that makes you go oh, I'm not really that bad, right, I may be doing this but I'm not doing these are not doing that right, like that's kind of like what it seems like.
Speaker 1:And then you know we see these a bunch of hands grasp him at the very end and that's the end of our topic, y'all that's. That's the last video.
Speaker 4:Thank God, I am fully checked out, at least not lying about it Boys for a while. Oh how fun you are. But, boy, boy, did we spend the time?
Speaker 2:Boys, is this over?
Speaker 4:Wow over. Yeah this was again. I cannot emphasize enough. Go watch this.
Speaker 3:Seriously, this is a fucking fantastic time.
Speaker 4:We just, we just talked to you here off for probably over two hours at this point, if not close to.
Speaker 3:And this is part two.
Speaker 4:And we probably didn't even the end of part two. We probably didn't even scratch the surface of it. Let's be real. If it is, we need to.
Speaker 1:Oh yeah, the intro for the second.
Speaker 3:We are, don't worry.
Speaker 4:But all I would say is do yourselves a favor, go to Duly pot, go to hellcom, go to hell. No, we haven't even we haven't even talked about anything.
Speaker 3:I just finished the whole we have to actually we have to break down, at least share what we think each individual.
Speaker 1:Yeah, I'm sorry, but we have to talk more about this.
Speaker 4:We can't just find it there Fine, I think a little bit yeah.
Speaker 1:Okay.
Speaker 4:I can't just.
Speaker 1:I can't just be like that's the end of it, that's fine, that's all folks, fine, I think. And then porkey pig the fuck out of here.
Speaker 4:I think this started off as a very cut and dry story about depression.
Speaker 2:Yep.
Speaker 3:And then on this or something.
Speaker 4:And yeah, and then the creator was like hey, I've seen a lot of avant-garde art film and I want that.
Speaker 3:I've seen the room. I've seen the room.
Speaker 4:I've seen a lot of art film our house films and I want to make an our house film on YouTube, and I think that's exactly what they did. There's a lot of metaphors, a lot of symbology, a lot of time and effort put into this, and I love it. I love the symbology. Yeah, it looks fan fucking tastic, but it is way too much for my pea size brain to comprehend. Now, this is what I got from this entire thing. This was one man's giant, epic, beautifully crafted story about being sad, and that's what I'm boiling it down to. What about? I loved it? Go watch it. It looks phenomenal. We're not going to be able to put it to justice. So please go watch this and get your own opinion on it and let us know what you think. At DoodiePod, at gmailcom, email us, let us know what you think of it.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I'm this is. It's 100% subjective this is a creator. Okay X X.
Speaker 4:Remy the creator is a man named X Remy.
Speaker 3:Oh, yes, this is socials.
Speaker 4:He is an artist. I could not find much information because anytime I tried to look up X Remy I got porn. So there's that. But I found like his link tree to like the Patreon, twitter, instagram, all that good stuff. So go check it out. You just look up X Remy, go through the porn a couple times and you'll find it. Google will think you're trying to look up the word creamy, but you're not.
Speaker 2:You're trying to look up X, remy. That's not what happened to me, so I don't know what you've been doing in your real search history, my search history is unique.
Speaker 4:So here's the thing Go look up their shit. Their shit is all over the internet and they even link to their Discord, they link to their Twitter, they link to their Instagram in the descriptions to a lot of the videos on the YouTube channel. So go check it out. I'm sure you'll find a lot of stuff. Hell, their Twitter is full of dope ass art. So go look at that shit by going.
Speaker 2:Hell yeah, there's an Instagram too.
Speaker 3:Fuck yeah, I enjoyed this one like a lot, way more than I thought that I was going to, especially for a series that, at least from what I think was done almost entirely in MS Paint there's no way.
Speaker 4:Most of it I want to make part of the animation, but it's just too good to have that happen.
Speaker 3:The thing that gives it away for me is the fucking lines of the straight lines when they shift a little bit, the basic crew to be in the room.
Speaker 4:It's almost. It's elementary animations, yes, but the rest of it that's like the part of 100%.
Speaker 3:No, yes, yeah, okay, I will agree with that.
Speaker 2:The parts where Dog2 is running through the fucking parking garage. There's no way. Yeah, no, there's no way for that that's just videos filters thrown over.
Speaker 3:The very first part. So like video 8, 8 through like 12.
Speaker 1:Well, the last three videos. If you watch those, they're fucking.
Speaker 3:Yeah, it doesn't matter, it's either way, the fact that it's not it is purposefully nota high quality animator, that actually helped sell it for me, especially when I saw the MS Paint version of a found footage, fucking horror film. The way that this was gone about, the way this was animated, the way this was presented, it just drew me in. That for me, sold it for me. On top of that, the message behind all of this, like just the struggle of like just being yourself, the struggle of dealing with these inner problems, your inner demons, the whole thing, like it was just it was very impactful because every single one of us deals with our own personal shit on a daily basis.
Speaker 4:Some people might not. You deal with your own personal boys' vert every day. Your own personal boys' virtue every day your personal first vert.
Speaker 3:Your boys' little pervert, yeah, no, it's just.
Speaker 2:Is that what was on Epstein's plane? I think so. Yes, I think it might have been those were some vertical boys' pervert yeah.
Speaker 3:The boys' little pervert. No, it was like this. It just captivated me, it sucked me in and I know that it was chaotic and I know it was hard to follow, but even I think it was meant to be just vague. I think it was meant to be open-ended for whoever finds this and watches it to just be able to apply that to their own life and maybe get something out of it, especially if they're going through depression. Does that make sense?
Speaker 4:Yeah, I also just realized it's nice having you back from prison. We were able to get you out of there for being on Epstein's flight list.
Speaker 1:Yeah, that was pretty wild, the fact that we could afford that bailout.
Speaker 2:I'm glad you didn't hang yourself.
Speaker 3:I didn't suicide myself.
Speaker 1:You're a lucky man.
Speaker 3:I am a lucky man. Now everyone gets to escape from that I'm glad you didn't turn the security cameras off, yeah, but I don't know. That's kind of how I felt about it. It's very interpretive. I don't think there is a single explanation to this. I think it was left vague and left kind of open-ended, simply so it could impact as many people as possible that are going through something similar. That's kind of what I think about it.
Speaker 1:I'd love to see them upload something new for us to interpret, but Is that a?
Speaker 2:wild turkey bottle full of milk, because that's what it looks like. It's a wild turkey bottle, just full of nothing. It's empty.
Speaker 1:I will say I think this video or set of videos, is truly just the creator's own mental downfall into. I literally think they were like, oh, I'm not doing good, I'm going to make these videos. And then they were like, oh, I'm kind of doing better. And then we see the rest of the videos and then they're like, ah shit, that's not real, I'm doing bad again. And then we end the videos and truly I think that's kind of where we are at with this whole thing. I feel like it's just the creator's mental decline and upswinging and Mike doesn't care about mental health.
Speaker 3:Listen to that he's laughing about people's mental health.
Speaker 1:He can't even keep serious for a minute.
Speaker 4:Sorry, what that's all I got. I'm over this topic.
Speaker 1:Mike is making me over the topic.
Speaker 4:I said a wild turkey bottle full of milk, like I spent my off time taking milk from my fridge down here.
Speaker 1:That's pretty funny, Matt. What do you got for us?
Speaker 2:Yeah, I think the very beginnings of this series is very, very good. It's all good. I think mostly what you and Jason said is like it starts off as a pretty clear metaphor for some mental health struggles. That I think is really well done. I think a lot of it, especially the complex video in particular, does a very good job of capturing a feeling of being in a specific place, like bad mental place, without having to say anything, if that makes any sense, and even in a way that's not super on the nose. I don't know how to say it. I'll just plainly say what I'm trying to say. But you can watch some of these videos and just be like, yeah, I get that place 100% the complex.
Speaker 3:it almost seemed like it was a creation of somebody's own mind, especially when you look at the walls, how they're like it's just chaos. Like, yes, you can see a structure.
Speaker 2:Well, I meant like the complex video, even where the complex is like sitting in the parking lot.
Speaker 2:Gotcha yeah and like even the way the ambiance is done and the texts and stuff all works together in a way that, like I think and I think that's a lot of what he was doing was trying to visually capture a feeling and emotion, and I think a lot of that was done really well, especially in the earlier videos, and I really I really love the series for that. Later on, I think it basically does what you guys were saying is like he kind of gets away from like doing that, and I think maybe it's because he felt like he didn't need to anymore or it was maybe even that it was like taking its toll on him to keep doing it, like maybe it was just like making him stay in that state and that's why he kind of shifted to doing just more abstract, artsy animation, fun, which I think is basically just what the last little bit of the series is is just him fucking around with animation and drawing and making music based around a loose theme.
Speaker 1:Not making music, but making music videos, just using music.
Speaker 4:Yeah Well, he has a sound call that makes he's making music on there too.
Speaker 1:I think this is.
Speaker 3:This might even a creative outlet for, like a, the, the, I guess the dichotomy between his two interests, which are being sad.
Speaker 3:I mean his hobby of depression, being sad, no, honestly just informing people about like, like, maybe helping people like to deal with their depression, or like, just at least creating a medium that would accurately represent the feelings of somebody who is going through something similar and creating a channel where they can go and be like holy shit, this is exactly what I feel like. This makes sense to me, and I think that that, mixed with his passion for making music, I think both of those things come to a head here. Yeah, and like, that's, that's what we're seeing.
Speaker 2:Yeah, that's my, that's my thoughts on it the bottom line what I think is really cool is basically what Jason was saying is like, if you go look at the comments on some of the videos, there are a lot of people who are just like I don't know what this means, but I get it, yeah, and I think that's the coolest thing.
Speaker 3:It's so fucking cool the fact that you can create something abstract like this and you can literally have a following of people who be like I, like I. I don't know why, but I get this.
Speaker 1:That's just a huge outcry of support, yeah, where I guess you don't even know if you like really need to support.
Speaker 3:Great, but the support is there which is really phenomenal. It is, especially on such an abstract topic, because there's like it's it's not like it's labeled like like this is what it feels like to be like to deal with depression.
Speaker 1:That's one. Yes, Not like I'm depressed.
Speaker 3:Please send help Like this is a completely like this is an art house type film that conveys an emotion through different visual like apparatus, I guess and that's that's kind of the definition of what art house is. However, it's in a medium that they never would have done art house in. Before Art house has been filmed, art house has been like obscure media. Now we have this collection on YouTube where you can upload whatever the fuck you want, and that's why we're seeing all these different conglomerations of these like art house films that deal with abstract topics such as depression, mental health and all that stuff, and they're conveying it in a way that other people with mental health issues can kind of understand, and I think that's fucking awesome.
Speaker 1:You could say that it's it's fart house.
Speaker 3:It is fart house, so it's gaseous. All right.
Speaker 1:Mike, take us out.
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Speaker 4:Wait, I'm not done. I have two more things to say.
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Speaker 1:But also there's a thing that we need to do.
Speaker 3:We have one sentence of what, what else?
Speaker 1:or summer that we need to do.
Speaker 3:Actually no, we have two, Just one right now. This is such a long episode no, it really isn't? This is only an hour and a half.
Speaker 1:Just one kind of right actually.
Speaker 3:That's why I'm saying we need to do two.
Speaker 1:One, we need to do two. Let me read the last couple sentences.
Speaker 3:Yeah, let's sit where. I'll just read this paragraph.
Speaker 1:Before I regale you with our sex life, let's talk about how I met Roy Right. It was a wet, hot summer day and we just arrived at the beach. Me and my friends Jessica, Carly and Josh started to unload our trunk of beach gear. We began to mosey down the beach looking for the perfect spot, when we noticed a group of shirtless allosaurus playing beach volleyball.
Speaker 3:Question Are they wearing jean shorts? I don't know.
Speaker 1:We haven't got there yet. As the four of us put our belongings down, that's when a volleyball came into my lap, mike send it.
Speaker 3:Mike and Matt, you guys got the sentences.
Speaker 4:Oh, Matt, you go first.
Speaker 2:Great.
Speaker 3:Not to push you on the spot.
Speaker 2:I was immediately surprised by the volume of semen covering the volleyball.
Speaker 1:All right. So I was immediately I was immediately definitely spelled that wrong surprised by the volume of semen.
Speaker 2:That's what. I said Covering the volleyball.
Speaker 3:Write it down.
Speaker 2:All right.
Speaker 4:Oh, my turn.
Speaker 1:Yeah.
Speaker 2:Yeah.
Speaker 1:It sure is.
Speaker 4:You, I proclaimed, I proclaimed, I know I declared. If you haven't put that out there, I already wrote. Proclaim, okay, proclaim, do this.
Speaker 1:You. I proclaimed.
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Speaker 1:All right, we're good. All right you. I proclaimed We'll get back to that next week, perfect.
Speaker 3:Absolutely perfect, guys, thank you so much for listening, sticking with us for this two-partner. We'll be acting next week.
Speaker 4:You say two-partner, but this might not become a big deal.
Speaker 1:You say two-partner, but we also have to record a intro and an outro for the first part of this.
Speaker 2:And you know that's the best thing to do, I think, if you chop off, how?
Speaker 3:it's to inform everyone of the post-production magic. We're about to do it. I don't think we need to make it a two-partner. Okay, Well, that's a good thing that signed up to you. Yeah, I think we could.
Speaker 1:I think we could make it a two-partner, and then we take a week off.
Speaker 3:I have a plan.
Speaker 1:Let's just hear me out why don't we just end the fucking episode and then talk about?
Speaker 3:it. Thank you guys. We love you so much. We'll see you next week.
Speaker 1:Goodbye. I hate literally all of you.
Speaker 4:Why would you?